love you as much as i can

you look so beautiful today
when you sitting next to me is hard for me to look away
so i try to find a words that i could say
i know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
and i cant lie every time i leave my heart turn grey
another day without you with me
just like a blade cuts right trough me .
i can wait
i can wait forever
when you come my heart start beating
when your gone it wont stop bleeding .
every time i turn around and see your face
when i look into your eye
man i wish i could stay
i know it feel like forever
i guess this is the price i gotta pay
until that day there's nothing else i can do
i change .. cause i tough girls don't like fat boy
so i go on a diet .
so i tough change everyone will come and date with me ..
you are beautiful
if anyone else doesn't think that
they should have problem to them self
if you ask why i m being to nice to you
well ...maybe you are just a normal girl in school
but the school will be different without you
so i don't wan to lose you

special..

i scream just to get your attention
i have seen what happens to a lonely heart.
and ill scream just to get your attention.
but change is coming my way
but i still feel the same
cause you are my only hope now
but i cant find you
so where you are
i will pick you up if could
so reach for the sky ....
you not alone ...
so what you are fighting for ?
so is there anybody out there ?
i m looking for and answer
and the answer is " i love you "

8/20/10

just fucking around nothing special
...
damn ..
so freaking boring in class
no one "pui ' me talk
those ass hole keep asking who i love..
damn ...
today got a argument with jason pang..
hahah.
i won..
yeah ..
i call yong da came and scold him ...
all people there smile jason pang
hahah
today
go swam with jason gui at green view
hahah so fun ..
got shit in the spa pool
damn funny
got two uncle go and pick it up
ewww....
hahah ..
we play slide so damn fun o...
k la..
bye bye
p/s if i tell her that i love her 'dunno weather she will accept or not ..
haiz....

8/17/10

=) today shin ei no came..
so freaking boring....
hahaha..
that stupid keep trying to touch my dick
by putting his hand into my pocket ..
today nadia got scolded by ms pinky
hahaha..
is kind of funny
after nadia got scolded by ms pinky
nadia was so pissed off
she went out by no teacher permission
lol..
me and gavin laugh our ass off.
today so freaking boring case no shin ei ..
no ji min ..
so freaking boring
k that all for today
bye .
oh ya..
i have a good news
i fell in love with someone ..
=D

chelle birthday

today is chelle birthday ...
hahah..
we go mid velly ..
hahah..
so fun la...
1st keen keet father fetched me and derrick to mid velly
2nd met nigel at don't where
3th keen keet wanted to find JABUlANI
4th so we go ADIDAS , NIKE , STUDIO R AND OTHERS SPORT SHOP
5th go bough chelle present with NIGEL , KEEN KEET , DERRICK at S&J
6th met chelle , mee sim , shi qing and jin
7th met kar lun , eu voon and wei jun at MC DONALD
8th bought ticket
9th have our lunch at subway
10th ricky met us at subway
11th go HOLIDAY PLANET
12th watch movie
13th talked with mee sim in the cinema room
14th scare by mee sim in the cinema room
15th go to have our tea break in sushi king
16th jin andsi qing went back
16th send michlle back room
17th go bough ROXY phoneset
18th went to leisure mall cause keen keet father fetched us back home there
19th reached my house
20th typing blog